I've been feeling a striking lack of interest in the forum or Dolph's career for a while now, should I continue caring and just keep updates to myself?
Or else I really need to set up that Patreon page I was talking about (but it gives me anxiety to do so hence why I still haven't).
For an exemple I just bought off ebay 2 rare vintage magazines that cost me about $70 including shipping, and I have been doing that as research for the past 20-22 years, spending a lot of money on archives and collectibles which partly fed the insights on the forum and the website.
I don't know how much money I've spent, but I very likely could have bought a house with it, and instead I'm living the broke artist life in an expensive studio. And I'm not counting the time and personal sacrifices the all in all investment comprised.
There will be some big personal changes I will announce soon or later and that's another subject, but just so you know my days on here are severely compromised so if you care please react and respond, send support, because I feel I didn't not handle my work on Dolph-ultimate the way I should have without taking care or protecting my personal interests...
Thank your for reading this and not taking it personally, I have definitely emotional or hormonal changes going on this week. So I apologise for the form which might appear like a bitter rant.
PS:
Meanwhile I hope I manage to finish my definitive PUNISHER making of history BOOK soon (I've lived through traumatic stuff in the past months/year that really slowed me down to put on the final touches).
And afterwards if I manage to run through my previous/initial 13 year-old book marathon, I will move on with the in-depth, behind the scenes career book (or books if several volumes) on DL which I've been dreaming about to publish for 20 years... Cross fingers.